Day 10: What are your worst habits?
I don't have those. End blog.
I'm kidding...
My worst habit is something totally beyond my control...I grind my teeth. Only when I am asleep, but still, it is so gross and sounds so gross and has resulted in 2 full crowns already. I also have a bad habit of not wearing a night guard to protect my teeth from all the grinding...which is just me being a dipshit when you really think about it. Would you rather wear a piece of plastic in your mouth while you're sleeping, or would you prefer to wake up with a sore jaw and then follow that with $1800 worth of porecelin in your mouth? Uhhh...gee, I don't know.
I also pick skin off of my lips in layers. Before you go throw up, hear me out. I only do it when I am under an unmangable amount of stress...I used to do it all the time, so it has definitely gotten better. And I am more conscious of it as I am doing it than I once was, so I am able to be like, uhhh stop you spaz. I used to just peel it off without even realizing I was touching my face until I tasted blood. So. Gross!! I can't believe I'm admitting that I even do it. It is I guess technically a form of self-mutilation, according to my counselor, and I should be very aware of what I am doing when I notice myself doing it. I have discovered that it happens when I am stressed, usually by myself. I suppose there are worse things I could be doing, but it looks gross. And hurts. Plus it is totally weird.
My dad would tell you my worst habit is the frequency of which I use the word "like" as filler in my sentences. But, like, my dad is, like, just crazy. Like.
want me to remind you of some others? LOL
ReplyDeleteNo thank you.
DeleteI do that to my lips!!!!!! WTF?! I've never considered it a form of self mutilation....huh. And I have to very consciously stop myself. Bob can see if I am upset because I am eating my lip off.
ReplyDeleteI have had two different therapists tell me that it is in fact self-mutilating, because anything you do to relieve stress that causes pain, is just that. :)
DeleteYea, my lips are torn the F*@# up right now...I need to get a life plan! LOL